Here I am again. Surprising to find me considering i always leave my blog in the lurch. Anyway this time as usual i have lots of things to say.
First. Today wuz long day and like u kno wat? for the first time in like how many yearrrrs already that i actually thought soccer wuz fun! and i wuznt so scared anymore. Its pretty fun when not everyone is rushing at u madly and just whacks ur leg. Its also fun when there arent really people who get mad and petty about lil things. Its also fun when u win! ROFL! Yeah anw we only played one game but we got 1-0. I thot my team held up really betta than i thot so. Janice and elsie were cool defenders, eve the goalie and atiqah with me attackers/midfielders. quite cool eh. hehe. so not bad actually enjoyed pe today. and guess wat!! didnt have to run 12 rounds! MUAHAHHA. only THREE! everyone wuz soo happy haha.
next came chinese. got chinese test back. wahhh so disappointed. my zong he tian kong wuz so lousy! :'( and like made stupid mistakes here and there. christine got 80 marks. cool huh? big improvement. but u kno wat. at the end of that lesson me and heidi were like feeling so disappointed. cuz a fren, had a wrong answer that got marked right, and i pointed it out cuz i wuz wondering whys mine wrong when its the same as hers. so teacher pointed out that many of us made that mistake. so hmm okay. then me and heidi decided to let her fess up herself cuz we didnt wanna seem petty abt marks or wateva. and she didnt. left me feeling so upset dunno why. it wuznt abt the points at all. its like a measly 2 marks. but like... the principle of the matter. sigh. she just acted as if she didnt kno wat wuz happening. bleh. u might think blah leave the poor girl alone, its only a chinese test and 2 marks??! no biggie! but think of it this other way. if she cant even be honest and right abt this measly two marks and only a chinese test, what if things with a bigger stake comes into play in the future... sigh.
and now i shall tell the whole world that my financial health is soooo unhealthy. sigh. spend spend spend. keep eating into my own money. late fee. throwers shirt. this and that and that and those. sigh. sometimes wished my parents werent so like kiam in a way. sometimes they are sometimes they're not. bleh.
oh i have this totally UNHEALTHY addiction to food! its like me and faith and heidi and kim agreed at diff times that food wuz like this thing that makes u feel so happy when ure eating it. -wistful happy sigh- =) thank u food! ure my power, my pleasure, my drug! rofl.
Oh yeah. on dl right. i went mad. i got SO BORED all thanks to the lousy unproductive mines which didnt wanna yield ANYTHING at all not even ores for SIX rooms! thats mad. so i got mad and asked silv if i could do smth, cuz like he always says i dun do anything. he and nikkosh. grr. can make my day lousy and make ME feel so lousy. so then he said the horrifying word -RECRUIT! and guess wat i did? RECRUIT! -faints- 6 new members thanks to me. -smirks- then he sounded amazed at first then after that told me to take a break cuz we gotta teach these ppl first. blah and said other stuff too. bleh. Yeah so i recruited like rontar, patrick, wynter, kheled, bradhadair and Yverialle. mbbe hoken and lyris might join. doubt so tho. anw yah so i even brought tanii into the guild cuz i didnt wanna like dump them there promising help and not keeping to that promise. and since i dun log vicki all that often, i dumped tanii in. first thing silv asks is 'how long are u gonna stay?' and HEY here i wuz for the first time in a long time since i grew cynical on the game, that i actually help newbies more now and he says that. marvellous. so i said fine i'll just stay until they're okay and blah. asshole. i kno ii'll leave one day cuz i dun work well under him. i end up being so defensive and feeling lousy abt myself all the time. n we argue. bleh. like nikkosh. pigs. so im staying hargor. just like i did with tanii also in goa. blah. lousy shit.
Okay CHANGE CHANGE. no more depressing stuff! you kno wat, i wanna learn jazz guitar. i didnt even kno there wuz such a thing until my dad said so a few days ago. he wuz saying that some of the great guitarists learned from jazz guitars first, then progressed to where they were and their music tend to be betta. so being the young influential teenager out to set her own views, i agreed and got wowed. so now i wanna learn it. but i wuznt so sure that i wanted to learn it until i heard that blind guy at orchard using the electric to play this piece that wuz so nice! and sounded like jazz so i assumed its...? Jazz Guitar! omg. so nice. sigh. I WILL LEARN! WILL! MUST!
First. Today wuz long day and like u kno wat? for the first time in like how many yearrrrs already that i actually thought soccer wuz fun! and i wuznt so scared anymore. Its pretty fun when not everyone is rushing at u madly and just whacks ur leg. Its also fun when there arent really people who get mad and petty about lil things. Its also fun when u win! ROFL! Yeah anw we only played one game but we got 1-0. I thot my team held up really betta than i thot so. Janice and elsie were cool defenders, eve the goalie and atiqah with me attackers/midfielders. quite cool eh. hehe. so not bad actually enjoyed pe today. and guess wat!! didnt have to run 12 rounds! MUAHAHHA. only THREE! everyone wuz soo happy haha.
next came chinese. got chinese test back. wahhh so disappointed. my zong he tian kong wuz so lousy! :'( and like made stupid mistakes here and there. christine got 80 marks. cool huh? big improvement. but u kno wat. at the end of that lesson me and heidi were like feeling so disappointed. cuz a fren, had a wrong answer that got marked right, and i pointed it out cuz i wuz wondering whys mine wrong when its the same as hers. so teacher pointed out that many of us made that mistake. so hmm okay. then me and heidi decided to let her fess up herself cuz we didnt wanna seem petty abt marks or wateva. and she didnt. left me feeling so upset dunno why. it wuznt abt the points at all. its like a measly 2 marks. but like... the principle of the matter. sigh. she just acted as if she didnt kno wat wuz happening. bleh. u might think blah leave the poor girl alone, its only a chinese test and 2 marks??! no biggie! but think of it this other way. if she cant even be honest and right abt this measly two marks and only a chinese test, what if things with a bigger stake comes into play in the future... sigh.
and now i shall tell the whole world that my financial health is soooo unhealthy. sigh. spend spend spend. keep eating into my own money. late fee. throwers shirt. this and that and that and those. sigh. sometimes wished my parents werent so like kiam in a way. sometimes they are sometimes they're not. bleh.
oh i have this totally UNHEALTHY addiction to food! its like me and faith and heidi and kim agreed at diff times that food wuz like this thing that makes u feel so happy when ure eating it. -wistful happy sigh- =) thank u food! ure my power, my pleasure, my drug! rofl.
Oh yeah. on dl right. i went mad. i got SO BORED all thanks to the lousy unproductive mines which didnt wanna yield ANYTHING at all not even ores for SIX rooms! thats mad. so i got mad and asked silv if i could do smth, cuz like he always says i dun do anything. he and nikkosh. grr. can make my day lousy and make ME feel so lousy. so then he said the horrifying word -RECRUIT! and guess wat i did? RECRUIT! -faints- 6 new members thanks to me. -smirks- then he sounded amazed at first then after that told me to take a break cuz we gotta teach these ppl first. blah and said other stuff too. bleh. Yeah so i recruited like rontar, patrick, wynter, kheled, bradhadair and Yverialle. mbbe hoken and lyris might join. doubt so tho. anw yah so i even brought tanii into the guild cuz i didnt wanna like dump them there promising help and not keeping to that promise. and since i dun log vicki all that often, i dumped tanii in. first thing silv asks is 'how long are u gonna stay?' and HEY here i wuz for the first time in a long time since i grew cynical on the game, that i actually help newbies more now and he says that. marvellous. so i said fine i'll just stay until they're okay and blah. asshole. i kno ii'll leave one day cuz i dun work well under him. i end up being so defensive and feeling lousy abt myself all the time. n we argue. bleh. like nikkosh. pigs. so im staying hargor. just like i did with tanii also in goa. blah. lousy shit.
Okay CHANGE CHANGE. no more depressing stuff! you kno wat, i wanna learn jazz guitar. i didnt even kno there wuz such a thing until my dad said so a few days ago. he wuz saying that some of the great guitarists learned from jazz guitars first, then progressed to where they were and their music tend to be betta. so being the young influential teenager out to set her own views, i agreed and got wowed. so now i wanna learn it. but i wuznt so sure that i wanted to learn it until i heard that blind guy at orchard using the electric to play this piece that wuz so nice! and sounded like jazz so i assumed its...? Jazz Guitar! omg. so nice. sigh. I WILL LEARN! WILL! MUST!
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