Tuesday, May 24, 2005

SQUEAL!

Oh gosh. He's so cute! So... girls-have-cooties-and-are-evil and yet so manly and hot! Whoa! Eeee I sound disgusting... But I really can't help it. Hehe. Omg Omg Omg Omg... And he's convinced that he'll be single for the rest of his life even though he has no prior exp! Yay! =D And he doesn't even talk to the girls in his class, except always hang out with some guy... Oh man. OMG OMG OMG!! And he went down for training this morning! Damn! I should have gone down!

One. I would not have felt so guilty...
Two. I'd have been able to see him!!! ahhhhhhhhhh!

Gosh! CRI is damn cute tooo!!!!! Haha I was swooning my head off when t sai pasted her convo with him. He was trying to console her and make her not feel traumatised!! Lol! How cute and sweet right?! And he was saying how people always like to make up scandals for him! He sounded so lil-boy-lost and bewildered.. Awwwwwww!!! I can't stand this! Fy is so CUTE! ARGH! And he's damn damn damn diva-like. And just.. really real. Hehe. Plus his aerials are DAMN hot!! GOsH! too bad he doesn't use them in the game.. bah!

Anyway I've been in a rather constant bad mood these past few days, mostly due to the history essay hanging over my head and pw. Sigh. Plus I've made horrendously huge mistakes one after another.. First the screwup with playing left half, then forgeting totally about the 5 hour pre-ccal camp briefing, and then not being able to wake up to practice flicks this morning. Bleh. I feel strangled... Still must do well in maths, be able to write a decent essay for History even though I've missed a month's worth of History tutorials and lectures... Plus somehow pass gp common test without studying or sleeping enough... I'm just tired. Tired from the lack of sleep over the past month. Irregular sleeping hours seriously are no good and work no wonders for your long term mental spirits. Sigh. Plus I don't really enjoy hockey all that much now, cuz we tend to play mini-games, then someone's grouchy face and bossy condemning tones would get to happy me, and then I'd start getting irritated! Ugh! Just like today.. Sigh. One day I'm gonna piss her off reallll bad. Then.. UH OH. Sigh.

Great. I just had to end off with a grouchy note, again. Bleh!

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~

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