I'm suddenly just... sick of this. So sick. Of all these.

The small talks that get around, the negativity, the second-guessing and thinking too much... the unseen effort, the quick jibes and thoughtless responses...

And I was just thinking "phew okay we made it through this, not unhurt but at least still largely together"... only to hear about stuff like that.

Sometimes it feels like only the stubbornness is helping me to hold on... One day it just might not be enough anymore...

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~