Hummm
Went through one of my 'drifting' phases again. But its not too bad now, sorta going away.
Yesterday, he bought me a drink and wordlessly placed it in front of me. Despite it probably being the cheapest drink in the canteen and having no ice and stuff, it was really really sweet. I felt so touched and appreciated at that moment, just by that one small gesture. Probably cuz I didnt expect it and also cuz I've been really quite tired and burdened these few days. Just like that sprig of baby's breath i found tucked away in a pocket of my bag. That made me smile too. Thank you whoever did that =) Have yet to find the culprit hehe. I know he probably did it out of feeling bad (maybe?) cuz this week he's going off, so I'm helping him to keep his hmwk yeah. But I never expected anything in return. Guess its stuff like this that makes helping ppl worthwhile? It seems to come back sometimes, at times when you need it, and so it becomes unexpectedly sweeter. I don't know if I can keep it up when he goes off for a month though... Training and all will probably intensify with season being near and stuff. I'm already so tired nowadays and its just the beginning. Need to be more disciplined and efficient in doing what I have to do.
Oh yeah, and I can't stop thinking about his massage. It's SO good. Especially that day cuz my shoulders were so tense and tight for some reason. I keep thinking of the massage again, but I'd feel so bad if I constantly asked him to massage for me... Haha. I'm not like ji ll. So funny though, going for the DDD civics elective and learning how to massage, one of the things they said wuz not to do cross-gender ones. But what's wrong with those? Ahh well.
Tmr there's Xphysique. My inner thighs and butt are aching. I havn't found the time to run the past two weeks, besides my lonely 20 mins run in the rain and the macritchie one. And I havnt cycled in the longest time ever, plus I can't rock climb anymore cuz I'm so heavy and swimming! Gulp. I wonder why I took part in this. Lol. AND! I have to be there at 7am tmr! I'm gonna have to wake up at like 5 or something n hope really hard I won't be late. Gosh =/ It better be a blast! At least, it'll be one of those things I can look back on and remember. We get to jump off a bridge! And abseil 11 stories down shaw tower. Way cool huh? ;)
Yesterday, he bought me a drink and wordlessly placed it in front of me. Despite it probably being the cheapest drink in the canteen and having no ice and stuff, it was really really sweet. I felt so touched and appreciated at that moment, just by that one small gesture. Probably cuz I didnt expect it and also cuz I've been really quite tired and burdened these few days. Just like that sprig of baby's breath i found tucked away in a pocket of my bag. That made me smile too. Thank you whoever did that =) Have yet to find the culprit hehe. I know he probably did it out of feeling bad (maybe?) cuz this week he's going off, so I'm helping him to keep his hmwk yeah. But I never expected anything in return. Guess its stuff like this that makes helping ppl worthwhile? It seems to come back sometimes, at times when you need it, and so it becomes unexpectedly sweeter. I don't know if I can keep it up when he goes off for a month though... Training and all will probably intensify with season being near and stuff. I'm already so tired nowadays and its just the beginning. Need to be more disciplined and efficient in doing what I have to do.
Oh yeah, and I can't stop thinking about his massage. It's SO good. Especially that day cuz my shoulders were so tense and tight for some reason. I keep thinking of the massage again, but I'd feel so bad if I constantly asked him to massage for me... Haha. I'm not like ji ll. So funny though, going for the DDD civics elective and learning how to massage, one of the things they said wuz not to do cross-gender ones. But what's wrong with those? Ahh well.
Tmr there's Xphysique. My inner thighs and butt are aching. I havn't found the time to run the past two weeks, besides my lonely 20 mins run in the rain and the macritchie one. And I havnt cycled in the longest time ever, plus I can't rock climb anymore cuz I'm so heavy and swimming! Gulp. I wonder why I took part in this. Lol. AND! I have to be there at 7am tmr! I'm gonna have to wake up at like 5 or something n hope really hard I won't be late. Gosh =/ It better be a blast! At least, it'll be one of those things I can look back on and remember. We get to jump off a bridge! And abseil 11 stories down shaw tower. Way cool huh? ;)
~ st*rcr*ss*d ~
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