Split and Overwhelmed

It's just sinking in still but I'm just plain... overwhelmed... Just... feeling bombarded really.

My second school term here has barely starting soon but already, a 'new' year is starting concurrently with it - back home. Not sure how to contend with the half of e here and the half of me that should be there; the half of me that is just starting the 2nd half of exchange here, and the half of me that will be starting a new 'year there. More than half of me still wants to go back to hide in my turtle shell and pretend my world is still the same as it was 2-3 hours ago.

Can I handle this...? Really?!

I'd hate to let everyone down who has somehow - and not sure why either - believed in me.


Oh gosh. I'm feeling the pressure - all the more because I'm so far away from the action. Play time is over babe. Over.



~ st*rcr*ss*d ~