Someone Like... You?

I heard that you're settled down,

That you've found a girl, and you're married now.

I heard that your dreams came true,

That she gave you things I didn't give to you

Old friend why are you so shy

It ain't like you to hold back

And hide from life

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it

I'd hoped you see my face and be reminded

That for me, it isn't over

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said,

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead...

For some reason this song has been ruminating in my head for several weeks now, and the frequency is growing scarily. Correspondingly what grows too, is a dark sinking feeling that this will be like singing about my own life not too far in the future...

It even resonates with the Korean movie that I watched recently - where the female protagonist always shied away from endings and conclusions, for fear of it not going the way she'd like it to. Instead she preferred to leave it to "fate"; to which her wise father said something that rang true: "You need to grab onto fate, in order to realise your destiny." In this aspect, I think the character and I are really too similar in our cowardice; and despite knowing it, I'm not sure I can actually even do anything about it.

Sigh. We'll see.

Emo post lol.

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~