Hmm Stuff

Funny how things seem to come crashing down on you sometimes...

That aside, I've been seeing lots of beautiful moments recently on my move around Scandinavian Europe: A wedding in Tallinn, then a church blessing of a baby in Helsinki the very next day.

But more importantly, I see my friends happy and the love in the smiles that they send through brief eye contact and small gestures; and I smile with happiness for them, but not without a small tinge of something within. I want that too, of course.

And I start to realise with increasing clarity what I want: A best friend, for life, and to go through life with. It's that simple. But is it really? The simplest things always do seem the hardest to get sometimes. At least a clearer idea has helped to navigate the fog... somewhat.

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~