mrs ban walked out of our class quietly today. she wuz angry with those ppl who cant stop talking and talking when shes talking. and she wuz sniffing. sigh. i feel so... helpless and angry with myself. i mean like why didnt i like ask those pigs to shut up!? goodness knows how many times the past two weeks i've been wanting to. mrs bala's already pissed with us. and before that ms neo. i dun think mrs naidu is too happy either. esp since someone is either making stupid comments or sleeping in class or complaining damn loudly. ugh. i hate this. why didnt i do something?!? i've been wanting to raise the topic of changing our seating arrangement during cle. but like.. i feel so self-depracating at the same time when i mention this cuz like i mean hello? we're sec 4s and we have to change our seating arrangement just cuz we cant control our mouths?! wth... sometimes i wish some ppl would take the hint and shut up. stuff a sock in their mouth or smth. i dun care if its smelly. sigh. i feel so.. weighted now. hrm. oh well.. blog later mbbe. if im not too tired. trng today. cant wait. must work harder.

'in ur darkest hour, look up and u'll see theres always a star with u' =)