hmm havnt blogged for like more than a month. i feel so oldddddddd... realised i neva talked abt serj in my blog at all. hmm... started talking to him mbbe say mid or end may when he wuz having his finals. i guess i rather remember him than write down in words and kinda spoil the memory. but i'll do that one day. betta to have some memories written down just in case we lose contact etc. anw i had my chinese Os. finito. not bad i think. a1 or a2. now worrying abt track t shirt blah. three to four nights in a row sleeping at 3-4am for 5 hours isnt too good bleh. i wonder if im gonna develop migraine. heads been feeling kinda heavy sometimes. but could be cuz neva sleep enough heh. in any case im freaking damn proud of my t shirt designs. haha. cuz i neva did stuff like that before. and its really quite fun. i bet weems is like sick of seeing those stick figures cuz i kept asking his opinion lol. i think serj and i are drifting. or more like im drifting. im always like that. after a period of closeness then comes the drift. oh well. give and take. ying and yang. rofl. did i mention i hate geog? i still do. probly with more brevity now. bleh. esp map reading. im super sure gonna fail. whee. there goes 10 marks outta my whole darn 50. damn. i didnt do my hmwk again. didnt get the O lvl paper and didnt bother to chase it. no time. tired. exhausted. training today. hope it'll be good. nats in like 9 days. woot. damn. i shld start sleeping well. else i'm gonna throw away this chance to perform. huijuen performed really well for the test that mrs wong conducted. and this reminds me i hvnt sent her the attendance. been too busy or too tired. me and toon wen arent doing that great. i wonder if this has anything to do with the attitude brought over by zx. im so tired. i wish i could just get whisked away. but then again escapism isnt an answer. cuz theres neva such a thing as a total escape from ur problems. u either face up to them asap or u escape and they grow bigger and come back to haunt u. tired. =(


'in ur darkest hour, look up and u'll see theres always a star with u' =)