Monday, April 26, 2004

MAN. I HATE IT WHEN SOMEONE ASKS ME A DARN QUESTION AND THEN QUESTION MY DARN ANSWER. its like the how many freakingth time. ask for timetable. then ask if correct. blah. dun ask la! ur loss.. assholes.. i go dig out my notebook for u some more. waste my effort. pshhhh. im too grumpy. complaining madly. sigh. breathhhhheeee. this stupid ozone project is irking me. im not too sure wats needed. sigh. and the housing project.. even worse.. and im wondering if i left out any hmwk. just realised chinese mocks are in 2 weeks. yay! =) =/ -gags- decided i shld make an effort to keep this one alive. thts why im here. crankily. eyes tired. yawningggg. its so freaking warm. i wish i had to house to myself. then i can be cooler. blah. i found a new artiste i like. david gray. well.. at least from that one song. and josh groban seems pretty okay. nirvana still rocks hehe.

had caltex on sat. not too good.. hmm. i wuz pretty tense.. release wuz all off. didnt meet 18 at all. hrm. didnt feel sad... i just felt. a lil disappointed. but like more determined. i need to work out the kinks in my technique. and take throw sessions more seriously. cant let the weather affect me. hrm. and weights. heavier! technique technique technique. ugh the fan just went off thanks to timer. must be my mum. yuck. i cant go without fans... my life line in this melting weather. I WILL FINISH THIS DARN PROJECT. and THE OTHER ONE TOO! I WILL! im so on abt projects now. but neglecting individual work. lol. need to start mugging. talked to donna friday i think. shes nice =) and i just bitched and bitched abt kiasyn and radyn to her lol. except we had a few diff ways to pronounce the names lol. unlearned garnet. i find it easier to mine like that. lol. need like 1.4k more gems.. i foresee.. another month or so of mining. hrm. darn. psh. track camp proposal now in the lurch. in the doldrums. in the dust bin. ms yeo didnt approve. WHY CLDNT SHE TELL US EARLIER! :'( wahhhhhhhhhh i wanted to cry when i saw her reply. ugh ugh. first draft sent out in early mar! why nobody say anything?!??!?! BSH BSH BSH. think i so free go think up stuff is it?!? and yushan wants amazing race at least she suggested. crap... im not planning that kinda shit man! fk fk fk.. im so angsty today. SIGH. justins gonna get back with mel soon. just a matter of time. hooray. i'll be able to tell i bet. hrm. blur guy. and aa wuz pissed with me yest when he found out i deleted him of my list. i cant help it. hes like stuck to kia. whos.. cheap.. and tts the nicest adjective. seriously. that got me thinking. shld we judge ppl by the frens they have? i still cant get a satisfactory answer.. sigh... one part says no one part says yes. after all birds of the same feather flock together ya? and the two are pretty similar. blah. apparently he still likes me. but sorry.. i almost fell for that last time only cuz i wuz so despo but then thanks to the convo with u admitting u still like mel lots.. thanks lots =) brought me down to earth or well probly deeper. and now u come back and say its not true. sorry ure just the kind i dun trust wat u say. too bad. dunno for me or u. im kinda losing a nice fren/person to talk to. just like justin to mel. nvm. no biggie. shld i add him back? he sounded quite hurt. but then its expected ya. hmm then he got pissed and uhh dunno wat at the same time. one moment said he cant bliv me and blah blah and like how i dun want to talk to him and uhh cant rmb. next moment say can work out not and wats the problem. blinks. blah. i dun wanna tell him its cuz of kia. shes hes fren after all. she must have something nice. hrm. dunno la. sigh sigh sigh. i will shut up. lifes good. i must blog abt good stuff heh.

oh yea bought all the stationary needed today yay. need to start filing lol. sigh. its gonna take me ages. i can take one night to do one file. where am i gonna find the time. i will. okay i will. need to get a set of drawers for my jewellery/clips/watevaelsebs. heh. i wanna play squash. wonder if i shld get contacts hrm. i think i'll look betta.. or at least my face wun look so short. cuz like my specs always lower than my eyes. so it makes it look as tho my eyes are lower. cuz no nose bridge haha. i wanna cut my hair. so hot. can tie again already. i wanna cut the kind uhh shorter at the back than at the sides hmm. i think i look much betta with fringe. cant see my forehead haha. sometimes that is. i wanna get a world accent. need to stop speaking singlish. sleepy. i still havnt finished reading da vinci hrm. wonder if i have any thing on tmr. dun think so. anw neeed to studyyyy. chinese mocks. vector test. chem test. yup yup. oh yea waddle reflections alrighty. cyaaa off to be a good girl =) thanks for letting me smile

'in ur darkest hour, look up and u'll see theres always a star with u' =)

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