i finally got him to come clean. i knew it. hehe. thing is.. im quite surprised that i didnt really feel anything but like understanding.. i kno it sounds.. like im such a good person. rofl nahh i think its more like cuz i suspected from the start.. probly why i neva really opened up. heh. like u hide smth and u expect me to show myself? hmm not fair trade.. haha. now im just feeling all sighy and yawny. rofl. i feel a lil sad cuz like i kno we're gonna drift.. and hes a pretty nice person to kno. that poem he wrote for chels wuz so nice =) sleepy. mbbe i shld go take a bath.. but but.. im like too lazy to get out of this chairrrrrrrr. haha. i hope he wun say stuff like he used to anymore.. just doesnt ring true even more now. =) hope he isnt a hypocrite. i dun like those.. and i'll only start getting pissed or sounding so. then he'll get mad rofl. heck. now need to focus on studies and training. goals. those must fulfil. must at least.. try...

'in ur darkest hour, look up and u'll see theres always a star with u' =)