Optio S4i

Can't seem to find the cd-rom to install the USB connection for the digicam to the PC. Shall go dig around more later. I had a sudden surge of inspiration last night. I decided I got to go learn to become more poised, more self-confident and just enjoy my life. Perhaps then it'll be easier to actually meet someone I like? Or just easier to make friends, and not always be afraid to step out of my comfort zone. I always seem to laugh at my close friends' fear and discomfit in stepping out of their comfort zone, cuz I've always seen myself as the one who's more willing to take steps outta the box. I guess I've come to realise that being inclined to go trekking and hiking doesn't mean I'm more adventurous than others. A few times I've wanted to change a major part of me, be it my activities or attitude or wardrobe, but I've always somehow found a way to restrain it and with time, it passed.

I'm quite laughable really.

So I've decided. This time I'm gonna try harder. Some of the stuff I've decided to start doing are probably things I should have done years ago, but I've never really knew how. I still don't really know how to go about it now either, but at least now I have more guts. This time, I've decided to make things a little more practical and realistic, not like how I used to have those huge desires to morph into a princess overnight. Hehe.

Things to Buy

- lemons --> for that cup of warm water with lemon slice every morning as faith recs
- T3 Tea Tree Pimple Gel --> for my unfortunately rapidly worsening complexion
- hair gel/wax/clay --> to style my pretty new haircut
- coloured/shine lip gloss --> to make me feel a bit prettier when I need it =)
- sunblock! --> the thing I should have bought a thousand and ten years ago

Also, I've decided it's time I should actually get on with my exercise regime that I've always thought I should do. Especially since now I came up with a fitness thing for my hockey babes, I better follow it and do more! They probably won't do it, but I don't wanna let myself down cuz even I didn't do it in the end! I'm starting off easy, let's hope I'll actually stick to this.

Exercise!!

- 30 min jog alt days
- 50 crunches daily
- 30 backraisers daily
- 20 female pushups, 10 of each kind (tricep and bicep kind) daily
- 30 obliques daily
- 10 easy laps + 4 hard laps fortnightly

So, well I can't exactly change my features and alter my genes to make me look like some world-class South American beauty, but I can alter my attitude, my outlook, my self-esteem.

Positivity, is my new motto.

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~