Fuck
I can't believe myself. I've been shopping non-stop ever since I found sgselltrade and like spending money needlessly. Worse thing is, cuz its transfers, I don't feel the money going outta my hand. What I normally won't pay for or buy even though I like alot, I am online... I think it's just cuz I have this bottled up accumulated feeling of wanting to have fun since the start of the year. I can't rmb the last time I seriously seriously just let myself go. I'm having fun in school yes, but I wanna have fun playing...!! Sigh.
Speaking of which, recently I just feel more and more... just freaking busy and stressed maybe. All the hockey stuff, the proposals, interhouse, school work... Freak. And the realisation that promos is actually about a month away... Somehow, my good habit of sleeping at 11 has been eroded and I actually sleep at 2am now without doing anything productive! Just stoning on the computer trying to do something. Doesn't help that everyday I go home late now or that I usually have tiring activities after school...
Went out yesterday for the WHOLE day. I've never been the sort who can last throughout the entire day just being busy. It's so freaking tired. Plus I have been tired the past two weeks... So I really don't see how I survive. Floorball in the morning... Not exactly very fun. In fact not fun at all. Oh well. Then hung around awhile with them before going home to bathe change etc. Shopping with joy ce. I wuz late again. Haha. Oh and I saw joa n! Super duper hot... Yeah so went around Orchard trying to find jo yce a denim skirt and we couldnt find many denim skirts at all -.-'' I guess because most shops have been taken over by the boho trend. Oh yeah in the end bought her skirt at Toss. I bought a top too. I quite like it, but I don't think I'll actually wear it. Plus the sleeves are kinda loose that they fall off my shoulders. Nvm. Billy Bomber's cheese fries are da best man. Yeah welll got a John Farnham cd from gramophone too. But i have a feeling i'll only like that one song that i kno "You're the Voice". lol. another needless buy.
Ka's party was like the pits. Argh. Cuz I didn't kno anyone welll there... And all the class girls didnt freaking turn up. f la. even joy ce who earlier gave me black face when I mentioned I might not go. "Why!?!" "I'm really tired la and I dont kno anyone there" she proceeded to go on abt how everyone thinks that way so nobody goes. Fuck you. It was true. And the worst thing was she didnt go. Ended up having too much fun there. But Im forgiving and nice so I told her not to go the party anyway cuz it sucked. Maybe she'd have been better there la. She knows the ppl more.
Wtv. I'm in a bad mood all the time these past two weeks. So much freaking homework that I dont like to do like position papers and pw written report. I've never worked with ppl before for position paper... I'm still a loner then. Heh. sigh.
Worst thing is, I don't really look forward or get that gushy feeling when I see him now. Maybe my bad mood is so all-encompassing that it even affects that. Either that or I just lost the feeling. He's still cute though.
Speaking of which, recently I just feel more and more... just freaking busy and stressed maybe. All the hockey stuff, the proposals, interhouse, school work... Freak. And the realisation that promos is actually about a month away... Somehow, my good habit of sleeping at 11 has been eroded and I actually sleep at 2am now without doing anything productive! Just stoning on the computer trying to do something. Doesn't help that everyday I go home late now or that I usually have tiring activities after school...
Went out yesterday for the WHOLE day. I've never been the sort who can last throughout the entire day just being busy. It's so freaking tired. Plus I have been tired the past two weeks... So I really don't see how I survive. Floorball in the morning... Not exactly very fun. In fact not fun at all. Oh well. Then hung around awhile with them before going home to bathe change etc. Shopping with joy ce. I wuz late again. Haha. Oh and I saw joa n! Super duper hot... Yeah so went around Orchard trying to find jo yce a denim skirt and we couldnt find many denim skirts at all -.-'' I guess because most shops have been taken over by the boho trend. Oh yeah in the end bought her skirt at Toss. I bought a top too. I quite like it, but I don't think I'll actually wear it. Plus the sleeves are kinda loose that they fall off my shoulders. Nvm. Billy Bomber's cheese fries are da best man. Yeah welll got a John Farnham cd from gramophone too. But i have a feeling i'll only like that one song that i kno "You're the Voice". lol. another needless buy.
Ka's party was like the pits. Argh. Cuz I didn't kno anyone welll there... And all the class girls didnt freaking turn up. f la. even joy ce who earlier gave me black face when I mentioned I might not go. "Why!?!" "I'm really tired la and I dont kno anyone there" she proceeded to go on abt how everyone thinks that way so nobody goes. Fuck you. It was true. And the worst thing was she didnt go. Ended up having too much fun there. But Im forgiving and nice so I told her not to go the party anyway cuz it sucked. Maybe she'd have been better there la. She knows the ppl more.
Wtv. I'm in a bad mood all the time these past two weeks. So much freaking homework that I dont like to do like position papers and pw written report. I've never worked with ppl before for position paper... I'm still a loner then. Heh. sigh.
Worst thing is, I don't really look forward or get that gushy feeling when I see him now. Maybe my bad mood is so all-encompassing that it even affects that. Either that or I just lost the feeling. He's still cute though.
~ st*rcr*ss*d ~
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