Numbed and affected
*Yesterday...
Someone had the nerve to get me to move training because she wanted ja to go for her church event thing. I wouldnt have said anything if ja had just missed training had she really wanted to go for that event, because it's her choice... But if you asked me to move training for YOUR event which is of no help to hockey or anything and you're not even going for training... pls... don't go too far. I did say that i hope everyone would be utterly comfortable speaking their minds in the team, but I guess I always assumed that everyone would be rational and reasonable... If your priority no 1 2 or 3 is not hockey i dont blame u. I doubt it is for any of us. But the fact is that we have 105% commitment and if you don't, don't try to take that away from us... Due to the fact that I was groggy when I read the message, it took a really long while to sink in. By the time it registered, I was wondering if I had the right to feel pissed whilst at the same time, I, irritatingly, could see her side as well. I guess for her theres a different priority altogether... But still, I think it went too far. I shall stop telling people about such stuff... It doesnt do any good for team dynamics. I'm just too... open. In any case, it's over. I'm still undecided as to whether to get her out or not though... Handling such situations, require a subtlety and tact that I much lack sometimes... Hehe.
*Today
Ran 30 mins! <3>good fantastic! Because it was meant to be a recovery run and although it hurt and ached quite madly during the run, it worked! And I no longer ache =) Had capoeira for pe elective today. EXCITING STUFF. It's so damnedly graceful and powerful all in that same motion! I'm quite excited and glad that I got this instead of BodyCombat now. Hehe. I wonder if this interest would persist beyond the 5 weeks and spur me to take on lessons at the SubStation... It's one of the cheapest lessons I've heard of. 90 bucks for regn then 90 bucks per month for 8 sessions of 2 hours! Totally cool hehe.
Someone had the nerve to get me to move training because she wanted ja to go for her church event thing. I wouldnt have said anything if ja had just missed training had she really wanted to go for that event, because it's her choice... But if you asked me to move training for YOUR event which is of no help to hockey or anything and you're not even going for training... pls... don't go too far. I did say that i hope everyone would be utterly comfortable speaking their minds in the team, but I guess I always assumed that everyone would be rational and reasonable... If your priority no 1 2 or 3 is not hockey i dont blame u. I doubt it is for any of us. But the fact is that we have 105% commitment and if you don't, don't try to take that away from us... Due to the fact that I was groggy when I read the message, it took a really long while to sink in. By the time it registered, I was wondering if I had the right to feel pissed whilst at the same time, I, irritatingly, could see her side as well. I guess for her theres a different priority altogether... But still, I think it went too far. I shall stop telling people about such stuff... It doesnt do any good for team dynamics. I'm just too... open. In any case, it's over. I'm still undecided as to whether to get her out or not though... Handling such situations, require a subtlety and tact that I much lack sometimes... Hehe.
*Today
Ran 30 mins! <3>good fantastic! Because it was meant to be a recovery run and although it hurt and ached quite madly during the run, it worked! And I no longer ache =) Had capoeira for pe elective today. EXCITING STUFF. It's so damnedly graceful and powerful all in that same motion! I'm quite excited and glad that I got this instead of BodyCombat now. Hehe. I wonder if this interest would persist beyond the 5 weeks and spur me to take on lessons at the SubStation... It's one of the cheapest lessons I've heard of. 90 bucks for regn then 90 bucks per month for 8 sessions of 2 hours! Totally cool hehe.
~ st*rcr*ss*d ~
posted by fallen star at 12:03 AM
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