A Walk to Remember

This was, literally, a walk to remember. At least it's finally out and for once, there was some exchange of serious honesty. I don't really know how to help though, except for the notion of removing myself from the equation. Wish I could do more and wish I could help untangle this mess, but I can't; this matter is so much more than just him and her alone.

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Now I know how and why humans often don't age prettily; because complications like feelings and triangles come into play, and more often than not, (alot of) pain comes before the happiness, if any. It's so hard to stay the pure innocent white of youth.

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I'm honestly quite surprised at myself too. That this feeling of resignation and slight envy would outweigh the pulmonary one. Or maybe I've just attained new heights in denial. Though actually, I've been really feeling quite free recently, so maybe it's really ending. Whatever it is, everything's so complicated now and it's forming into one giant headache. I've suddenly become Aunt Agony for 2 days in a row; guess I'm back into that old role.


Man, I need a personality revamp. Something wild, something out of this world.


Right, who am I kidding huh...

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~