An End or Beginning...?

Last night, I couldn't get him and the related issues off my mind. Tried to sleep for 1 hour + and finally msn'd him. Guess that was the start of it all. Talked this morning and I guess I'm finally done trying to hide from it, and from him. Embracing him just feels so... right.

This may have resolved some things - personal dilemmas and all - but it has certainly opened up an even bumpier road and perhaps left more questions unanswered. What should we do now? About h-? About y-? And I know I need time, just not sure how much exactly.

His words are certainly potent - sweet yet ringing with sincerity. But his look, that look when he eyes me with tenderness and with all his heart... My heart cannot resist it.

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~