a.Pac: out

Today's training dynamics seemed much better - even joined them for dinner. Sadly though, did not make it through the cut because apparently my offensive defence is okay, but my defensive defence is lacking. Gotta work on that and stop being greedy. After all I think I'm most probably playing last man for I.vP. Ra.

Also, reminder to self: next time, focus on my own game on court, and leave the off-court imaginings off. Gotta learn to play my own game, even in new and strange environments.

That said, not that disappointing because it was never really within my sights initially, but of course having gone to try out, there was still that small sliver of hope. Nevertheless, a short yet precious experience - think I might be back for more.

On a sidenote, wish my medication would wear off and leave my pupil not dilated anymore. I think I'm getting tiny headaches from the one blur eye + one clear eye vision. Raa. Come on come on.

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~