3.04 am
Boo. Stayed up late again. But this time it's so worth it! I chanced upon this korean movie whilst browsing Poh Kim earlier today with my mum at Festival Market. It was called "The Cool Guy''. Looked pretty funny and I wanted to get it but then my mum said, "Don't we have this at home already? I rmb watching it. I think dad bought it." So after I came home from the musical at Faith's church, I dug high and low and was so exasperated when I couldnt find it no matter what! Then finally my mum dug it up. It had no cover... Wonder why. Anyway so I watched it. It's so GOOD! I can't stand it. I like these kinda shows. Hehe! Happy ending and umm just keep drooling over the guy...
Many times when girls go crazy over their idols, I don't really think it's all that much to do with their 'drop-dead-gorgeous' swankylooks or electrifying 'thousand-watt-smile', but perhaps more to do with the kinda character they acted out. Most times movie characters play right into our hearts, dreams and romantic naivete. In real life, we want such guys who would take note of the ugliest and most unfashionable us in school, fight off everyone and claim you for himself loudly even though you pretend to get angry with him for that... perhaps that's why we associate the actor with such a character and we start idolising him. Hoping one day, perhaps it'll be just like in the movie scenes, where he suddenly turns around and catches your eye. He smiles, and starts walking towards you with the crowd parting silently to let him by...
Hah! I wish. I'm still idealistic in my own dreamworld, but caustic and cynical at the same time /in this real world. It's rather amusing. I know such a thing will never ever happen to be, but something inside me keeps whispering softly that it sure doesn't hurt to dream... HAH! With those idealistic dreams and images of a boyfriend comes expectations, expectations that reality will break and break HARD. I can't wait to get my heart broken so I can stop being so naive and stop hoping! I sound disgusting I know, but sometimes just knowing that I will get hurt one day because of my own stupid beliefs is something that doesn't leave a good taste in my mouth. At the same time, I find it rather... saddening that I actually want to have my feelings thrown back in my face, just because I don't want to have such romanticism anymore... Without hope, there's no dreams, and with no dreams there's no search for that something more...
I can't stand this. Life is so full of bullshit sometimes. I wish I would just shut up and know what I want.
After all that crap of cowshit, I will still eventually go back to watching my love comedies and movies and bury myself in some trashy love novel, hoping for some ray of hint that would tell me about my own prince charming. Pah. Humans are so fking not understandable. I dont even want to understand everybody. Just myself would do...
Better remind myself to get Ice Rain. It stars Song Seung Heon who was the "Cool Guy" in the movie I just watched. Ice Rain was shot in the Canadian mountains, sounds pretty. At least if the story sucks my arse, there'll still be the nice scenery.
Many times when girls go crazy over their idols, I don't really think it's all that much to do with their 'drop-dead-gorgeous' swankylooks or electrifying 'thousand-watt-smile', but perhaps more to do with the kinda character they acted out. Most times movie characters play right into our hearts, dreams and romantic naivete. In real life, we want such guys who would take note of the ugliest and most unfashionable us in school, fight off everyone and claim you for himself loudly even though you pretend to get angry with him for that... perhaps that's why we associate the actor with such a character and we start idolising him. Hoping one day, perhaps it'll be just like in the movie scenes, where he suddenly turns around and catches your eye. He smiles, and starts walking towards you with the crowd parting silently to let him by...
Hah! I wish. I'm still idealistic in my own dreamworld, but caustic and cynical at the same time /in this real world. It's rather amusing. I know such a thing will never ever happen to be, but something inside me keeps whispering softly that it sure doesn't hurt to dream... HAH! With those idealistic dreams and images of a boyfriend comes expectations, expectations that reality will break and break HARD. I can't wait to get my heart broken so I can stop being so naive and stop hoping! I sound disgusting I know, but sometimes just knowing that I will get hurt one day because of my own stupid beliefs is something that doesn't leave a good taste in my mouth. At the same time, I find it rather... saddening that I actually want to have my feelings thrown back in my face, just because I don't want to have such romanticism anymore... Without hope, there's no dreams, and with no dreams there's no search for that something more...
I can't stand this. Life is so full of bullshit sometimes. I wish I would just shut up and know what I want.
After all that crap of cowshit, I will still eventually go back to watching my love comedies and movies and bury myself in some trashy love novel, hoping for some ray of hint that would tell me about my own prince charming. Pah. Humans are so fking not understandable. I dont even want to understand everybody. Just myself would do...
Better remind myself to get Ice Rain. It stars Song Seung Heon who was the "Cool Guy" in the movie I just watched. Ice Rain was shot in the Canadian mountains, sounds pretty. At least if the story sucks my arse, there'll still be the nice scenery.
~ st*rcr*ss*d ~
posted by fallen star at 3:04 AM
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