Just One Wish

I don't think I'm really the type who gets homesick. I hardly go home every weekend because I find it too troublesome and almost as if a waste of time. Travelling time of course. Besides, my family members are all busy with their respective lives and I find going home just to be a respite for myself more than a way to spend family time.

Ever since coming to stay in hall 3 months ago, I've ever only had one desire: to go out with my family for a meal.

Simple as it sounds, it doesn't seem like it'll happen anytime soon...

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Sometimes my parents' marriage scares me. I look at it and think although it's not all that bad compared to some others, yet it's exactly because it seems average that it affects me so bad. If an average marriage turns out like that, with some highs and more lows, then what is there to look forward to??

Of all the things that happen, the one I'm most saddened and worried about is when one side seems to look down on the other...
To me, a marriage is a partnership for life; I simply cannot comprehend how to live in such a partnership with lack of respect, lotsa blame and no communication.

I'm too idealistic; that's probably why I'm so cynical.

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~