Emotional Recession

I suck

- as a friend
- as a teammate
- as a player
- as a C
- as a classmate
- as a student
- as a person

sigh.

it's been 8 months thereabts, and i still cant acknowledge openly that I am C and responsible for whatever happens in, to and out of the team. Woot. I suxxorz. And I still can't control my emotions, can't come down hard when I know I should, can't stop catering to everyone's whims, can't stop being so bossy, can't stop being so negative when I should be positive.

In other words. I suxxorz. Woot.

My life is a joke. Now I sound like Rachel rofl.

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~