The Process...

I don't really know what to think of this but it seems everytime I talk to him I feel a swell of bitterness that grows each time... I guess it's the accumulation of frustration. My mind struggles and usually rationalises the factors, the reasons; but for some reason the emotional side refuses the rational and cynically insists "yeah right, not even time to say hi?! what kinda bullshit is that?!"

I really need to get over it. Really need to. It's a small obstacle but still hindering nonetheless...

Please, let me grow past this. I'd so much rather think of myself as and be big-hearted.

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~