Closed...

Closed before it barely got started. 3 matches, 2 days... That's all the chance I had. But I'm really really really glad I even had that chance in the first place.

Never expected to like combined schools so much. Cuz hey after all I was kinda like extra. Everyone knew everyone else there. Hell, 2/3 of them were or are crescentians. But heyyy I really had fun =) I liked everybody too but Laur- and Li- really took the cake. They were so likable AND worthy of respect. I don't mean skills. I mean character wise. Really really amazing.

Skills-wise, first game I screwed up. Second and third game was slightly better. And I really feel sad too, that this is over, because I suddenly realised the love for the game and the unfulfilled potential. It's not about being the best, it's just about wanting to see how far you can go. Maybe I'll go join a club but league seasons over for now I know. And I really have doubts in joining clubs. I dunno. Maybe I really should be happy that I have time now and start studying...

Ok I give up. I can't. Need to start finding something else to do and stop mourning >.<

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~