Post Promos

I'm quite bored. Once again, feeling lost and purposeless after exams lol. Didn't do too well for exams but I guess it's not too bad either considering the amount I put in. BBCE. If only my maths didn't drop one grade. Oh well. Wondering if I should even apply for any spapers now yeah. Wonder if I can cope =/I know I am pretty lousy with time management since I always like to give myself time for myself haha.

School today was a complete waste of time. Gosh. Tmr will be worse I foresee. We're basically going back just to check our promo marks. That's all. The rest is crap shit which I have no involvement in. Blah. Training tmr again though. Hopefully I'll survive and thrive hehe. Yesterday was the first training again and it was quite nice really, except for the "magic number is 10" bomb dropped at the last min. But it wuznt really that impactful a bomb. Maybe cuz I was too stoned to register what we had to do.

Still needa find a team for the inter class/fac floorball... Boooooooo... So hard. Hehe. I'm such a whinerr. Open house on friday ==> FOS. Its on a friday and the public time is after 1 and how many slots are there for others? 100+... Wats more rg and ri are mostly confirmed coming in yet they still need open house? Next year there'll be cca feste again... Gosh. What a waste of time and money. All the flags and banners they are painting JUST for open house... Sheesh. Gimme the money to paint my hockey banner why dont you =( We'll obviously reuse it way more compared to your pirate scheme stuff.

Feeling quite sleepy now. Been sleeping madly in class these two days even though there's no reason to. I'm just really sleepy not too sure why! Lol. Stupid gep test today. Gosh another waste of time thing ughh.. And I couldnt do the Thinking Test cuz I was way too stoned and sleepy!

Okokay time to snuggle into my beddd <3!

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~

Marking Day 2 - P.I.S.S.E.D.

Observe the 180deg change in my attitude towards interhouseactivities now. Yest I was bubbling full of excitement; today I'm am just bitter.

I really dont see the point of IHC. I mean the people who play it all seem to be the same group of people huh. And what's the point of the house comm? They cant get the list of ppl in the house and their interests/abilities, neither can they organise sufficient people to go for the activities, neither can they even turn up for their own events! All you cbks who just want that pretty post to look good on your fucking testimonials... You are like sorta placed up there with the councillors and kinda above the rest of the ccals it seems? Maybe it's just me and my disillusionment with the "leaders" but it really seems to be that way. The whole frickin house comm gets to go for the ccal camp and stuff, EVERY single one. I'd probably have nothing to say if it was simply the captains and vice captains. Gosh. But every one of you housecommies. I think my whole team has way more leadership potential and sense of responsibility than some of you people. Wannabes!

I'm honestly miffed. I see people putting in way more effort than some of the house comm yet they say they put in alot of effort. WHERE?! I DONT SEE IT! Ohhh sure the pretty banners and decorated pillars and whatever other decorations... But honestly, are those things NECESSARY? Perhaps the most important thing about a house comm should be to stir up the interests of the house people and getting information abt activities to them! Posters that dont provide details ARENT GOOD ENOUGH. Neither is pasting up several sheets of information just so near the dates... But then again, I guess I could say that this applies to hoki too. After all our interhouse floorball and hockey werent too greatly publicised seeing how time was extremely limited. But hey we still got people. And we identified the problem and this time we're gonna go word of mouth instead of just posters for the interclass... We try see? Maybe youhousecommies are too, just kinda not visible?

I think this rant is probably just a result of an unfun ihc day which I had to crawl outta bed for, followed by a really useless ccalworkshop with a public speaking WORKSHOP that seemed more like a PUSH to join a certain club in the school, and finally the macritchie run with my babes. The run was good of cuz, so's the ache. But the thought of having to run 100m tmr and 800m and probably interhse 4x1 and intercca 4x1 pulls me down a whole load. I don't like underperforming or just knowing I can basically do better.

I guess the school's lack of support for the house system has really much to do with the obvious lack of success of the house system. But as ell y said... Life's never easy huh. Too bad. My life's not easy, why should yours be?

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~

Marking Day 1

Got to school at about 8 today. For the ccal workshop. Gosh. Ended about 11+ and went gymming with t sai. Worked lots on my tricep and surprisingly not aching or cramping now though it was just now. Yeah then... I went home and got niao-ed and so I left again for school. Supposed to have track heats but uhh I wuznt exactly too keen cuz I so didnt want to embarrass myself ya... In the end I can't believe I signed up for 800m oh gosh. And uhh ran my 100m, played some tennis, won some lost some. Just totally screwed up every game but thats okay sorta cuz my partners were all pro tennis-ers ya. And uhh well... I kinda had fun quite alot and came home feeling great. Loved the exercise but am now too sleepy/stoned to actually feel any enthusiasm. I keep getting irritated with people for no reason whatever... Bet it's PMS. Post exaMs Syndrome. Trainings starting real soon. I better get with it. And all the stuff I gotta do argh.

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~

Exams! =)

Arrooooooo....! Just had lit text paper today... hehe I spotted the hint rightly about the low-lifes but nobody else really connected what Ms Ang said about characters being plot devices to lowlifes I think... Maybe I thought too much and just got lucky. Oh well. Anyway I'm not too sure how I've done but at least I got something to say yeah. But get this: I didnt have time to write the most important 9 words for my Frost essay! RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I think my aim for a D for lit is quite realistic, since my PC is kinda incoherent and inexperienced and my Frost is quite... unsure. hehe. =)

Trying to study for history is so hard. Raa. I'm at Lecture 3 of SEA hist now. Hoho! SEA has like 9 Lecture notes and the heavier stuff are kinda later.. hahahaa. Plus there's still int'l history. BOOOOO. I'm quite screwed. My int'l hist isnt solid because I have alot of gaps here and there from missing too much class... Esp the globalisation. I have a feeling I'm just gonna spot origins. Let's hope I do it right... That still kinda leaves me with alot to study though. Raaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

1) Colonialism - Economic and social impact
2) Nationalism - Factors contributing
3) USSR -Fall of CPSU and Collapse of SU
4) China - Crisis of Communism
5) Cold War - Origins

Hmm... let's prioritise. I shall do Cold War origins after I'm done with colonialism cuz its the most forgotten of the list and Nationalism and End of Cold War are the freshest topics. Raaaa.

Vrooom vroooom =)

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~

Wanted Wanted!

Raaa. I just got reminded abt this book i bought for my brothers bday sometime ago. It's called "A Lost Boy" and its kinda autobiographical and REALLY heartbreaking gosh. It actually comes in a series i believe, and yeah i found out today that its A boy called It and A Man called Dave! Raaaa now I want those!

And I suddenly have this weird urge to wear long dangly earrings for once. For once I believe I can really pull them off! Hehe! But I only have one pair! The really elegant and pretty ones that faith gave me for my birthday! Pretty stuff thanks girl =)

Went to Four Seasons with my mum again today. And bought that same Banana Republic white tee and one gray v neck tee and also a maroon smart casual 3/4 sleeve tee... =) Happy! Not cuz of the number of stuff I got but mainly cuz of that white tee! I am totally in love with it. It's just plain white and roundneck but the cuttings so good and the materials so comfy and its FOUR NINTY! Haha! <3333

Okay so I got this list of things I want now:

A boy called It
A man called Dave
Fox gray long pants
Long dangly silver earrings


Thats all I guess hehe =)

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~