Haven't seen him in like 3 months, got an email from one of my aunts overseas asking what's up with my dad, and I reply that "i honestly don't know", and send him a text out of concern (to check if he's still at least alive and breathing), he comes home the next night, and the first thing he says to me?
"Girl you've put on weight ah." - shoots him an incredulous look and "wow havent seen you in so long and that's the first thing you say."
"Huh look at your waistline leh" - "I exercise five times a week."
"Is it? Must be your diet then."
-speechless.
- my first automatic response in my head was "i'm good. hope you are, too. glad to see you're alive. now fuck off back to your hiding place and stop pretending to be a father."
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No, "how have you been?" "how's work?" "how was Mas?" ... oh wait, he probably didn't even know Mas came to SG 2 weeks ago. Why bother? Why why why do I even bother? This question I ask myself so many times and I never learn my lesson.
Maybe I should have suppressed my concerned daughter conscience and not have disturbed him out of his hole. Stupid conscience. Smothering you the next time you appear!
~ st*rcr*ss*d ~
