I'm suddenly just... sick of this. So sick. Of all these.

The small talks that get around, the negativity, the second-guessing and thinking too much... the unseen effort, the quick jibes and thoughtless responses...

And I was just thinking "phew okay we made it through this, not unhurt but at least still largely together"... only to hear about stuff like that.

Sometimes it feels like only the stubbornness is helping me to hold on... One day it just might not be enough anymore...

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~

HSH

Home after 3 weeks or so - never felt awesomer. =)

Fish fingers, and just having every member of the family present - even though not speaking but OH WELL CANT ASK TOO MUCH can I....

Still =)


Just need to grab my contacts out now. And sleep early. Whee.

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~

Of Close Friends, Restlessness and Fatigue

Been just about a month or so since I've been back, but certainly feels like 3 times as long.

School has been tiring to say the least, but probably it's the combination of classes, floorball and floorball, and still trying to have a social life that makes it so bone-wearying.

The first night that I had 'free' was just 3 days ago - on Thursday - and I spent it in the Library. Wow or what. Essay due tomorrow but barely started, worse still because this is a topic I have NO prior knowledge on whatsoever.

And I really dunno where it's going, but I'm starting to think maybe I should be wary of ... getting too close to good friends again...? Or should I not? Example number 1 had not exactly worked out and it took 2 years, of which 1 year was in a different country, for us to even get to talking cordially again. I mean, if it was not a friend that I would see again and again in the same circle, then I probably would not even need to bother about that. Dammit. I need to pick my 'fights' way better. Stay off friends, babe.

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~

Movies

Just caught the Avatar in 3D and apparently the special edition - yay.

Been watching alot of movies recent. Alot. Quite surprising actually.

Hmm let's see.

Avatar, Girl with Dragon Tattoo, Expendables, Despicable Me, Inception, Salt.

Am I missing one? Hmm. Oh well, basically many. Many movies.

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~