Sick sick sick. DAMMIT

I hate getting sick. Especially this type of sickness! Watery runny nose that doesn't stop for hours on end, a throat so constricted with mucus that it hurts to swallow and just plain feeling like I can't move much! Ugh. Oh well... I should be happy I guess, havnt been sick the whole year at all! Really amazing for someone like me.

Anyway I started browsing sgselltrade on lj last night and couldnt stop. Think I'm gonna get some stuff. Yay. I think the pearl bracelet thingy is reallyy pretty! And I suddenly feel like I'm gonna get cheated on the black beaded thingy. Oh wellll. Nvm. Haha. An experience, experience... Just wondering though, can I transfer money to another account using atm? Hmm....

I really wanna go to school tomorrow for some reason. The prospect of being able to stay home the whole day in bed, doesn't exactly feel very appealing.. But then again, the coldddd LTs and having to pay attn in class isnt all that fantastic either.. Just don't wanna miss out on any experiences with my classmates I guess. I'm really starting to feel like my class is damn lively again. And its quite a nice feeling actually. Plus, it's both gals and guys! Nice =) Even CE seems to be slightly better nowadays. Knows when to hold his tongue and seems to pick his way a little more carefully around me at least. =))

Actually, maybe I just wanna go school to look at him. HAHA. I'm not sure la. Damn on off... Sheesh.

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~

Partyyy!

Floorball party today! I think its the most fun I've had in a long while. Hockey party wuz bullshit la. Total bullshit. Haha. First we started off by WAITING FOR THE GUYS TO COME. Then some people had to complain about why it couldn't be a girl floorball party thing. Oh well, but I'm glad the guys came la. Made it more interesting. Girls so few anyway haha.

Started off at the basement, playing table soccer. And Ch en owned everyone la. Seriously. Damn zai. Haha. Then he score all the goals. So after a while he kinda got kicked away. Then we went to play mahjong! I finally learnt how to start the game, with the counting and the throwing of dice and zhuang and stuff. Still yet to learn about the points system, which benny was soooo concerned about all the time. Psh. Then Aisyah and I started playing badminton, which ended shortly with the announcing of dinner! Haha. Then R ama, Nadj ad, B enjy and all came later. Haha. Then bh avan started drinking la... Absolut Vodka + Sprite... Tension sia. Haha. Ra ma, che n, be nny and bh avan. Whoa. Then constance planning who to dunk into the pool first, because if you puke into the pool, doesnt matter that much as there's a filter system haha. Bha van top of the list la duh. Then came the more mahjong or table soccer and pool with constance. Sir came too! Haha. He's good at table soccer, good at mahjong, good at pool. Is he not good at anything?!?! But too bad la, today never buy ice cream. Haha.

Then guys went to play in the swimming pool. Looked quite fun but none of the girls went in obviously haha. No change of clothes. So after pool with constance with sir/johnst on and benny (which we weren't surprisingly trashed) we went down to watch mahjong haha. Exciting stuff man. Ah beng damn funny. Mr Act Cool and Mr Pro Mahjong also dammmnnn funny! Now Mr Act Cool owes all of us there 2 weeks of salutes/bows/curtseys. HAHA. Damn funny. Oh well, now thinking back and listing the stuff we did ya... Seemed pretty limited. But it seemed so fun then! Haha. Had a really great time. Plus I'm damn happy cuz I think this is the first step to a much closer RJ Hockey Team. =) That's one of my main personal aims for the team actually. I dunno why it matters so much to me, but it just does.

Oh... On a not-so-nice note, I did something really stupid: I pushed Cons into the pool, with her Motorola Razr V3! So it doesn't work now and I feel kinda stupid and I bet everyone thinks so too. I'll have to buy her a new phone I guess or pay for the repair costs ya... Weird thing is I don't feel wracked with guilt. Wondering if that's good or bad. No idea. I just feel like I made a mistake, and thus I have to take the full responsibility and then just moveee on. Haha.

Cons is the best! Haha. Nice party great hostess and fantastic company. What else is there to wish for...? =)

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~

Stupid Ass Shit Called PW

More and more frequently, I find myself disliking the notion of group work. As the word "group" suggests, it is made up of more than 2 people and "work" gives the idea that the burden should be split, theoretically, equally amongst all members. Of course, this is never the case. I'm pretty sure the PW dept knows it; pretty certain the lovely fuddy duddies of the education arm of the government knows it; and also perhaps those old british professors in bone-cold winters.

I really don't see why PW is a graded ADVANCED LEVEL EXAMINATION SUBJECT! What's the point of it? To see how well you crap a project out of nothing? To see how well ONE or TWO person(s) eloquently talks about some already worn-out subject that is being injected with a some juices to be re-identified as "creative"? To test a group of people's teamwork?! HAH! Farking right.

I dislike having to be responsible for the project and whatever that has to be handed in. I dislike being the one who just volunteers to do the cover page. I dislike being the one who puts together and practically does the entire proposal cuz all my members somehow tell me that they all "dunno how to do it" or "not too sure". So I'm so going to be sure? I dislike having to chase people to do things that is for the benefit of the group. It's not for me hello: If it was I wouldn't have bothered asking you. I dislike hearing that you're "waiting for me to tell you what to do". Are you a jellyfish? You have no brains? No initiative? I see.. Makes sense. That's why you're in RJC. It must be a jellyfish breeding farm, where creatures just float around waiting for them to be told how to do SIMPLE things. Right. I dislike having to keep quiet because I don't feel the need to show that I've done so much more than you, when the teacher comes to discuss our "progress". At the same time, I dislike that I have to listen to all the lies and crap you make up and all the work and effort you wax lyrical about. But that effort = zilch in reality of course. I dislike the feeling that I'm the unofficial group leader because no one else wants to do anything more than minimum or just minimum anyway. We're ALL supposed to be the "THINKERs, LEADERs and PIONEERs." Please remember that: don't let our dear 2m-tall principal's constant reminder go to waste. In my cca, this feeling of responsibility is warranted, because I AM the one responsible. I walked into it, I chose the path, I agreed to run for it. Thus I will be fully responsible for it. This isn't the same... We're all supposed to be equals. I dislike how in the early days I tried to arrange meetings but all of you couldn't be bothered to even reciprocate my initiative by at least finding time to meet up. Instead, whining and groaning about how you're not free and "must it be a sundayyyy???" or "dont use monday la, its a school holiday!", maybe you should have thought of working a lil harder and contributing a lil more and being slightly more focused during the allotted PW period. But no of course you won't do that! You're supposed to make my life difficult. I dislike feeling like I have to do things on my own, because I don't trust you to actually do it to the best of your abilities and bother about it at all even. I dislike having to share my grade with non-deserving you, but I dislike feeling selfish too.

All this, is what I want to say sometimes. But surprisingly, the anger and irritation and feeling of unfairness has gone away, quite far away actually. Because I guess my perspective has changed. Now I pity you because all that I've put in in whatever I undertake, will come back to me in great form in future. This helps me learn, helps me grow up, helps me in the future. Some way, somehow... I just don't know exactly yet. Now I'm also happy, because nobody, nobody, can say I don't deserve what I get.

I worked hard. You didn't. It's your loss.

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~

082

i'm running outta ideas for post titles lol. anyway thats not the important thing.

yesterday most of us stayed back to play floorball against teachers' team. omg and even the guys stayed! like i mean even some seniors haha. made me quite surprised. cuz i wuz like damn sure that alan wouldnt play floorball... dunno why la. anyway then so sir said only girls allowed so they left. haha. then somehow later r uik turned up and my jaw kinda dropped la. i had to check with someone if it wuz him. cuz i thought he didnt play either. and earlier on i met him and he said that he's not playing. haha. anyway apparently ts ai asked be njy and he said that rui k seldom turns up. hoho. but i'm impressed with him. played once or twice on his team. then its like he's good and a team player. damn nice. hehe.

sir suddenly said outta the blue that i wuz good. he wuz like "jing you're good ah." but i kinda ignored it. haha. i didnt exactly feel any elation or anything. boo. i wish he'd tell me that in hockey or something. haha. and i felt like warning bells... uh ohhh.. haha he's tackle-able!

Change of format!

Anyway initially, we played in mixed teams of J1s and J2s. Only like in my third or fourth game did I play an almost totally J1 line-up. Ts ai and I agreed that next time we should perhaps just play in our own line-ups, because the J1s and J2s seem to have different ways of playing and communication. When I'm playing with the J2s, I always feel kinda inadequate but I don't get how I'm supposed to correct what I'm doing wrong according to them. Whereas playing with the J1s is so much more comfortable and confident hehe. I guess this is what comes out of the gap between the two levels. Can't really help it though, what with the short amount of time that we had to get to know each other.

I really thought my amusing thing- I guess you call it a crush?- was totally over. It started out as something for fun I think. Like just to brighten up my school day and kinda be able to squeal and gush over someone and tell your friends excitedly "I SAW HIM TODAY!!!" Lol. But then I don't know if it kind of evolved into a real crush maybe. I think maybe it did for a short while. I'm not sureeeee. I don't know what it's like to have a crush. It's like I didnt have one in primary school through secondary school! Hahaha. Unless you count one-week ones? Lol. OR the one I had during Kindergarten 2. But that was much simpler ahh. I liked him, he liked me but there was no complications. We held hands and slept. Lol! Ahhh.... Childhood. Right, back to the point. After not seeing him in quite long, my interest totally flagged. Then I started seeing him quite abit, which kinda surprised me. The most amazing thing was that I felt like nothing.. Haha. Then the other day I saw him like thrice! And all quite close-up ones! Gosh. I guess it started there again. Resulted in me half-listening to ts ai and aisy ah's convo and mostly just staring off into space, hoping to spot some white uniforms haha! I was quite stupid: It was like 9pm already, what were the chances that he'd be there man... Oh well. Hehe. Actually I think it's his hair that I really like or something, because now it's growing back and I suddenly can spot him quick all over again! Initially I couldn't even recognise him. Lol!

Okay... Now back to work. I know this is silly and childish but I don't wanna lose to Ch en for promos. Not by too much anyway. Muggertoad! I guess Ch en is to me as T ong is to J oyce.

Things to do

> Yu Wen Lian Xi 3
> Zhou Ji 6
> Econs TYS 7.1 7.2
> SEA History Prep
> PW Surveys
> Print PW Cover Page + Make 2 copies
> Maths Tutorial 9
> Maths Assignment on 3D Trigo

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~

Love Me If You Dare

*today

had a pretty long day at school. but didnt seem all that tiring except some point during hist lect. hehe. watched love me if you dare after school! its quite a nice movie but seriously quite warped. lol. and i saw him like THRICE today! damn funny. suddenly when my interest almost dead liao like see him so often. first he wuz walking down the middle of the canteen then r ama called to him then he stopped awhile just in front of my table cuz r ama wuz sitting in the table in front of mine! then when he passed i almost kinda squealed to joyce but luckily i didnt cuz he wuz sitting behind! hhahahaa! then then the next time i saw this familiar back and it wuz him...! haha but quite far la. then third time i wuz eating a fishball that wuz cold and oily and walking to go watch the french movie then i happened to turn my head and look at him!! he wuz studying aloneeee. gosh haha. then i wuz oh shit and then whipped my head the other way cuz i think he saw me looking at him. shucks. too bad he didnt stay for long la. wuz hoping to see him in the canteen after my movie... cuz i kno sometimes he stay q late. oh welll. but interest kinda dying liao la.. sigh.


*yest

wuz a pretty happy day too. i had a nice surprise at ri canteen hoho. cuz i wuznt particularly impressed by the food there the last time i went there like during orientation lol. so when chinese ended h anting r yan and k eegan were like waiting/asking me to go. haha then r yan kidnapped my poor pencil case! anywayy i went in the end. not very reluctantly la. at first i wanted to go hse meeting then they convinced me not to go. such bad influence! but it wuz nice lor! and DAMN CHEAP! whoa! then j oyce and i went to support gym finals. came home. finished zuo wen, zhou ji and went thru mkt structure notes filled in blanks and graphs damn nicely. felt SOOO accomplished! then i had to go online and screw it up. boo. i got a lil pissed with t sai cuz she sounded so pissed over the money thing. and i almost started a quarrel i think but i deleted the msg in time before sending and just said i wont argue with her.. boo. next time im sleepy im not staying online. grumpy + grumpy = fight! so i went to bed pissed and woke up pissed. didnt help that this morning i went so early to the bus stop but the bus didnt come for 20 mins! end up i had to run and stuff and wuz just lucky i wuznt late cuz assembly moved to hall. bleh. STUPID TRANSPORT SYSTEM! Raise the fare still same old lousy "excellent service" jerky bus rides, grumpy bus drivers and infrequent buses! GRR.

is it really good for a pair of rather good friends to be vcapt and capt of a team....? hmm. i really didnt expect this to happen... i wuz pretty sure it wuz going to be either one of us with l anda. guess i wuz kinda off...

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~

went for the wake today. at least i guess she's not suffering anymore. clarissa, daniel and harold were there so it wuznt that boring. but the aircon and incense smoke were killing my eyes and nose respectively. the food wuz not too bad.. i kept eating and eating and eating... such a greedy pig. went past the other tables like 10 times. tuesday there's going to be training again. quite excited abt it... except cant seem to relay my excitement now cuz im slowly drifting into lalaland. my bodyclock is quite accurate these days. slightly before 12 i start zzzz... haha. my complexion is breaking again. ugh. why cant it just stay nice and pretty! darnit.

yesterday when i talked to my mummy, i started realising that life's not gonna wait for me.... slowly, slowly i'll get older... and so will my parents, grandparents... to me, my mum is forever 36 cuz that's like somehow the first time i knew her age i guess. my grandpa had to postpone his cataract surgery due to my great grandma's passing. he's stopped dying his hair black... my grandma suddenly had lots more wrinkles, but still look as queenly as before. she went for a carpal tunnel syndrome surgery thing last year... my paternal grandma is the same age as my maternal great grandma, and she also aged alot recently... plus her hip's been broken a few years ago causing her to have less mobility. life's so .... fast. sigh.

my dad apparently recently had some problems with his eyes.. i'm getting worried. it only strikes me when i stop and think hard enough, that he's nearing 50 already. that's always been the benchmark of the beginning of old age for me... hes starting to slim down though his hair is still thick and black. I can see the first sign of wrinkled skin and tiredness... i feel so sad. i just wish time would take a breather and let me capture the happy and young moments in my head, and never let them change. i want to buy my grandparents a car so they can drive themselves around conveniently. but first they have to live healthily till i can. i want to buy my mum a lil house with a garden in cameron highlands and trips to all round the world to see snow. but first she has to be young enough and fit enough to enjoy it. i want to get my dad guitars, hi-fis, tube amplifiers, a house in ipoh, a car... but first he has to be more than okay to appreciate them... i guess most of all i just want them to be there no matter when...

i'm scared.

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~

mmmm.

hoho. i got back my econs marks, chinese marks and history marks so far. econs and history surprisingly alot betta than i expected given that i didnt study at all. didnt even bother to cram the night before. dunno whats with me man. econs i expected and wuz praying for not too lousy an F like mbbe 20 percent. but i got 39.5 percent! haha nvm i will keep learning and i'll make it for promos. =) lets see. mcq: 7/20 drq: 11/25 essay: 9/25. history was surprisingly wow... even my teachers were quite surprised i think. seeing how i havnt turned up for class OR lectures the whole month of may! haha and i even missed it this week. i'll feel so weird being back in history class again lol. int'l : 16.5/25 SEA: 15.5/25 which results in a 64. =) yayyyy hahaa im damn happy with history. mbbe its a sign that i shld study harder and score better! chinese wuznt so good tho... main paper : 55/100 zuo wen: 47/70 listening: 8/10 oral: 15/20 i wuz quite upset with my main paper's marks cuz i actually had 17/20 for compre but my chang wen suo duan only had like EIGHT OUTTA TWENTY! boooooooo. and i expected alot better for my oral.. quite unhappy with it. shall buck up.

haha quite funny. today vdp suanned me in the morning cuz i wuz running madly thru the lines of ppl trying to get to my class righhhtttt at the back! haha. i wuz quite surprised already. THEN! just now after school i saw him at quite a distance holding a hockey bag or something and then he waved to me. i wuz SO AMUSED! hahahha its not that i like him or anything. just that he neva said hi to me before and so i thought of him as some unfriendly pig. hahaa oops. and i nice k said hi to c hen today at the locker area. cuz he wuz the only one there. and errr kinda made convo la. mbbe theres hope for bonding between guys and girls hockey after all... hoho.

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~

Floorball III

Pissy dayyyy!!! UGH. I flew into a tantrum on court today. shit ass i wuz SO PISSED. i screamed like 9 times earlier to her to mark her man. and she didnt hear me once. how can i constantly be shouting at ppl what to do and who to mark if u want me to watch the ball!! floorball the ball how fast sometimes also! wthhh. ugh. then after that i didnt even get that pissed then, just a lil irritated. then next time i worked with her... omgggg the attacker whom she wuz supposed to mark got the ball and scored! BLOODY HELL! i wuz so pissed. probly cumulative. then also probly cuz i cldnt stop it... i apologised to her later and i found out that she didnt even realise i wuz shouting at her! WTF. waste of my energy. ugh damn pissed.

in a way i really wanna tell her to just get a new cca come on. one where she might actually belong to or contribute. its like she's on a totally different wavelength from the rest of us. and we have tried... tried and tried to accommodate her... but we dont really seem to have much to talk abt! and esp me! I TRIED. so hard. even since when she first came in! helped cheer her in her pyramid runs, encourage her, try to teach her stuff.. etc and now shes so reliant. and i cant stand it. how can she be a forward and run so slow and not fight hard for the ball when everyone else is giving that much more??! ugh. and if ure tired just sub out! come on! pushing in floorball wont get u anywhere.. u need to be fresh! ugh. plus u ask us to scream at u what to do, but nothing goes in?! whats the point! WASTE MY EFFORT AND ATTN!

also i guess in a way shes good for hockey. she seems like the only one who can comfortably approach a largeeee group of guys. i guess in a way both hockey guys and girls are similiar. we're all like very into our own gender of friends kind. so we can just ignore each other even if we're walking damn near each other! haha. funny la. i've kinda given up hope on improving the relations between the two sides. seems difficult esp since im not like her. plus i think i scared some of them today... residue of the tantrum on court. haha. they picked a bad timing haiya. but seriously they keep chasing us for money for wat! just told us tues or wed abt it then each day come over bug a few times. oh well... just nice at that time me joan and tsai were in a bitching mood abt her counterpart in floorball. lol. trying to keep all those bad feelings inside is hard man. im usually just say what i think. so i guess it burst out at the guys instead of the person who deserved it.

sometimes i hate teamwork. one person doesnt give her best and the whole team suffers more than her worth. at the same time when everyone gives their best and magic happens, performance more than doubles. its exciting. oh well. and also if someone is just not good enough, ppl still cant say it right out in her face that she cmi and shld just stop affecting us. we just like make excuses for her mistakes and like take the blame...

i think i have to make the break one day. and play the bad guy role. it might not be nice... but it'll be beneficial for everyone...

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~

Floorball II

2-2 against mjc today! i think we had a fantastic comeback. we could have won tho. but its okay. we're just getting betta and betta... tmr two games. theres some screwup in the schedule tho. like abt how we're supposed to play mjc again and theres no game against MI? haha oh well... i didnt get to score a goal again today. but i had alot of tries! mbbe 4. like mostly break and run and take a shot. but it goes off wide.... grr... tmr i shall try to assist a goal. today i think i gave a few good chances in front of the goalkeeper, but oh well... we have a problem with goal conversions. getting slightly better i believe... and t sai scored! hoho!

i still wanna play upfront. but then again i guess i wont be totally concentrating if i do, unless i'm damn confident of the person whos defending behind me. esp since now we're playing like 3 attack 1 defender though one attacker drops slightly behind the rest. gosh but i wanna like go fumble around in front of the goalkeeper and stick my butt in her face!! damn funny hahaha.. seems damn exciting la. but i guess after a while should be pretty frustrating too if u get alot of chances that go to waste...

i wish t sai would stop teasing me abt no4. we're totally cmi. not even on the same frequency. hes so businesslike cant stand it sometimes. so i've adopted a businesslike attitude too... ie dont talk too much irrelevant stuff! and ya. plus theres another huge problem - religion. i may not mind his, but im pretty sure he'll mind mine, esp since his is evangelistic and hellooo his dad is a preacher?! lol.

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~

Floooorball!

Hoho. Our first game of floorball today against YJC. first two thirds were tight, and scoreline held to 0-0. then the last third we all started getting tired perhaps. so it oopsa-daisied to 0-3. hehe. oh well. i think i played.... oooookay. i tend to get agitated easily during floorball tho. hoho! like when this girl ran into me and made me drop my stick, and stuff, i mouthed a f-u. oops. =S and i took a few free hits but not too good la. haiya. i need to OPEN MY EYES. lol! also, i somehow luckily tyco tyco blocked a few shots on goal! so phew.. haha hope my luck lasts out these two days... or gets even betta. hoho...

floorball is fun. too bad yfy sucks at it tho! really bad. haha! oh yeah... happy birthday to him!

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~

yoohooo quizzy

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~ st*rcr*ss*d ~

the sad side of life

from my lj, took it out from there cuz i felt it didnt fit in there, so thus its here:

"i realised i'm a rather rigid person. more like i get it thrown into my face since i've joined hockey. by like not only one person, but sir, teammates, seniors even today. hahaa. i think it just happens that sometimes i try to rmb too many things, and the ones that always surface first in my mind is probly the wrong priority one. and i dont think when i play. neva been in team games before like this sort. and also sometimes i just think because if we arent good enough yet, we shld just have a fixed system then work it out slowly. after all, if u expect to do wonders with all the images u have in ur head, yet dont have the skills/content to support it then in the end not only u suffer, but ur team suffers too... hoho. im just a pig who always wants my own way. luckily im not a blonde. can u imagine a blonde pig? freaking disgusting. pink AND blonde. yuck.

sometimes i think im too rash too. in the haste to get things done, coupled with the irritation and exasperation of the non-responsiveness, i make decisions/do things some way that i somewhat regret later. perhaps i should have just forced all of them to sit down, talk abt the pros and cons and stuff abt being _______ then let them pick or better still volunteer. sigh. but then again... oh well. i had my reasons for picking her. and i feel they are quite solid. except mbbe in terms of ppl and relationships and stuff.... oh well. what's done's done. i hope she'll be okay with me like prodding her at the side probly. knowing how i "micro-manage". pfft."

sigh. i kinda regret it now. a captain no matter how tiny and unrecognised the role actually is, should never be one that the team mates fear... fuck me. fuck my impatience. fuck my lousy choice.

i'm in quite a bad mood today. first i find out something that apparently goes on with fy and mary then t sai refuses to tell me the blog or anything and she's probly in a fucking bad mood and im not exactly in a good mood so i'm so not going to make her smile. on the way home, a stupid lil bird just had to shit on my arm too. i wuz so pissed. its the second time a bird shit on me. its quite weird tho. apparently chinese consider it good luck; i just think its damn gross, damn rubbery and damn damn unhygienic.

went to aviva today with my mum. she said my dad wuz kinda sulking and didnt wanna go so i took his season ticket. he just doesnt usually like to watch the finals i guess. the surprising highlight of the day wuznt taufik for me, but rather the women's doubles. altho it wuz another all-chinese affair, but it was really a damn good match. the younger pair (zhang dan and zhang yawen) are rather fresh on the scene and came from 9-1 to bt the more exp'd pair (gao ling and huang sui). zhang yw wuz esp good cuz her reflexes were so damn fast she could return so many aggressive shots. plus the teamwork between the two zhangs was sound. someone to look out for in my opinion in future.

funny thing. i seem to meet him every time i go aviva. i wuz kinda wondering if i'd see him this time, seeing how i somehow always ran into him but usually in preliminary rounds. and this year i only went for finals, and there were SO many ppl! less chance of meeting him still. hohoo. but i ended up sitting diagonally in front of him and didnt realise till much later. hes still quite cute but complexion has died. puberty i guess. he rmbs me im pretty sure. he's always been the one to call out my name when he passed me by tho i'd take some time to realise who he was. i'd just smile anyway tho. he's younger than me and thats all i can rmb. and i kno his name or at least how to say it. but not sure how to spell haha. hes cool. wonder if i'll see him next year hoho. =) he wuz kinda the only nice part of the day i guess. sigh

haha i find it quite funny btw. i just told ha rshil that he got it wrong that im not vice capt. but i didnt confirm anything else like whether i lied to him or not or if im nothing. i dont like telling ppl im capt but i dont like them thinking that im something im not either. two diff things entirely. quite funny. wonder what he'll do when/if he finds out.


~ st*rcr*ss*d ~