Monday, June 02, 2014

On Repeat

He just wrote to tell me someone fell for him and confessed recently... Someone who I had thought had been out of the picture for some time.

I think he expected a big reaction and panic mode; but I just felt very cool. My defense mechanisms did not even seem to spring up... maybe not yet, or maybe they have but I just have not realized it. One of the stronger thoughts coming through is "How does he know he really doesn't like her? Maybe he should give her a chance." Weird thought?

On a side note, hearing this just made me feel like my past experience was on repeat. Incredible; I don't know whether to laugh or to cry.

I think I'll just settle for sleeping on the bus to floorball. Just when I thought I've kind of solved one conundrum (floorball), another pops up. Ah, Life.

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~