Antisocial-ism? Lol.

I'm so anti-social now that at the risk of having to take the elevator up my dorm with a stranger and be potentially coerced by social conventions to make small talk, I will take the stairs and justify my choice as the "healthier choice".

Or wait, is it really only now that I've being anti-social? Perhaps I've been so all the while, but it was just never always so physically manifested in such clear options and actions. Lol.

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Which brings me to, the older I get, the more I believe that we only really have 1 or 2 friends. The rest are there to leave footprints in your heart and help create rosy memories of "good times" and "when we were younger". Cynic or not, I think it's just a realistic view of matters, because as you grow older, you see more clearly what you want and what is best avoided - and this applies to everything, even friendship.

Cheers to life =)

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~

Round and Round

What I mostly do these days:

Wake up late, go to class, eat, class, eat, buy groceries, come back, sit on my bum in front of the computer, eat, drink sugared drinks, cook, eat, sleep. And the cycle repeats.

The only good thing I have to say for this continuous cycle of vacuous activity is that I actually sleep pretty early nowadays. I think I'm going to be a ball even in no time at all.

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~

Year

Suddenly a year seems so long.

I actually went to google up "what can I do/learn in one year" and nothing much helpful came up.

This search was a result of a realisation that if I keep fixating with just grocery shopping, cooking and eating, I am going to be a ball in no time at all. And I actually wondered how I got so plump the last time round... My my.

So what can I really do for one year? I'm sure I can master something, or start something new, or restart something I abandoned. Tons of stuff that can be done really. But...

But I don't feel like doing anything.

And perhaps I should add the unspoken conditions: something that won't cost too much, won't require too much commitment, does not depend too heavily on weather and temperature out. Yeah I guess I can keep wishing and daydreaming, and then the year will be up soon.

~ st*rcr*ss*d ~